so, a few weeks ago i ran into an old friend of mine... i dont know if thats how i'd really want to word it... she wasn't really a friend later on in our supposed friendship... more like a leech i was desperately trying to detach from, but no matter, i ran into her the other day. Oldest Friend, Poking Boyfriend, and i were at Oak View Mall, and ( Read more... )

Reasons Why... My Friends Are Mental? hmmm.... no ( Read more... )

List of things i want to discuss today ( Read more... )

there are days when i'm happy to be kind of a loner. i dont have someone dragging me down, i just do what i want, and i feel invisible from everyone, like no one can stop me because no one knows i'm there. it's almost empowering ( Read more... )

I dont know if i should be mad or if i should be flattered. I was hanging out with Old Best Friend today, and we were going to the mall so we could figure out what she could get Ex-Pants for christmas. Mainly I was there though because i wanted to update her on things with the Produce Guy. So, i pretty much just let it all out, i gushed, and i ( Read more... )

I realized tonight that Flirty Starbucks Girl and I could seriously be friends... like outside of The Bakery/Starbucks. I've never been good at making friends with someone from work OUTSIDE of work. I've tried with Rebelling Friend and Married Friend, but i failed. I haven't heard from either one of them in months. I haven't heard from ( Read more... )

ok, let me get the newest updates out of the way so that i may get to the actual point of this entry ( Read more... )

this is going to be a hard entry to write. I'm going to try to be as to-the-point as possible. i'll try not to get side tracked and over talk things ( Read more... )

its really hard being me sometimes. usually times like this. times when i'm nice to absolutely everyone possible, and then i end up finding out that they are mean to me behind my back. those kind of situations. i dont handle them very well ( Read more... )

okokok... i know... i've been completely horrible and only doing surveys and nothing of real substance.   and to be honest... i really dont have an excuse for it.  my life has not been interesting lately (hence the no real substance part), and i've been trying to look for work, and i've been working a little bit more at HV, and theres a whole big ( Read more... )